The most fascinating person you've never met. . .

For the past few weeks, I've been caught in the most twisted situations. Not with anyone else.... But my self. You see it felt like only last month when I felt like these social medias couldn't define me. I lost that attitude for a minute, but I recently sat down with the ugliest weather ever sounding out off my bedroom window and stood and stared at myself listening to the most relaxing piano keys. I know what you're thinking it sounds gibberish but really it was so right. I finally figured out that when I'm here forgetting about love forgetting about reference and touch I feel like God is talking to me as if I'm the last person standing on this planet. I get why you check this, I really do get it. I mean everything does have a reason and if I'm your reason.... Let it pan out. And when you're fixing to learn a lesson I'd be willing to teach it my long lost friends. These words aren't from movies or from music lyrics it's me, I'm me, I've been true from the beginning it's just hard to believe.... I know that. But I still stand where I'm at because my thoughts not my actions. Always standing never sitting all for the Sun City.